i need a new theme

someone help meee!!

i had a great one! one i loved. it was amazing. i dont remember where i got it. and i cant find it again. i accidentally changed it instead of a different tumblr. i sad. grar boo hiss. 

today

my best friend graduated from college. and i could not be happier for her. she is one of the most amazing people and i had a great time with my second family.

and then my ex boyfriend came to work. with his girlfriend. the one he cheated with. and sat at a table. and i had to serve them. thee hardest thing i have had to do in my life. 

one beer in and then they left. and i balled my eyes out. i dont even know the emotions i am feeling. hatred. sadness. all of the above. i have never felt so hurt. 

i am so thankful for my amazing friends who were there to help me, and deal with me. 

i need to sleep for a week now. 

things i can scratch off my bucket list and you cant:

• makin out with a drug dealer
• successfully wrapping a giant cupcake